Friday, Sept. 12, 2008 - 1:11 am
How come is it that I seem to write in here only when life is not so great? Well, that's the way it has been. It's going to be a bit different from now on.
Why? Because my whole life has changed.
I've met the most wonderful man. I've already told you all about him. I've already expressed my distress about his breaking up with me and his getting back together with me and his breaking up with me again...
We're back together. We're not just together, though... we're really together.
The catch-up post:
He broke up with me. I posted the Abilify entry. He responded with a less-than-pleased Email. I posted my feelings about it. There was silence from his camp. He was buried deep in his cave.
I sent him an Email asking if he had had enough alone time. He said no. I backed off. Sort of.
I sent him cookies. He called me. He said he was willing to try again... we could be boyfriend/girlfriend. I said I needed more than that. He asked for a few days to pray and think. He called me the next day and said he didn't have his decision yet, but he didn't want to leave me hanging.
Then, the next day, he called. He said he didn't want to spend another minute without me in his life. And, he proposed.
I am now, officially, Mrs. Fixer.
And, this means, a new start.
This diary has seen me through a lot of things. There are 971 entries. There were a lot of sorrows and difficulties and joys and pleasures expressed here.
It's time to move on.
There will be only one more entry in this diary. That entry will be directing you to the new diary.
I am so fully and completely loved that I can barely believe this is real life.
I keep expecting to wake up and discover that I've just been asleep for a really long time, having the most incredible, wonderful and fulfilling dream ever.
It isn't a dream.
I'm Mrs. Fixer.
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How Come Is It?
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