Okay, the three previous entries are part one in a, hopefully only, two part series. It gets to be quite intense, actually. So, you're getting this entry to warn you.

You know me, though, if you've been reading me for any amount of time. Yes, this is another one of those "dive into my past and toss my heart and soul out onto the cyber-page" things. This is more about my past and the reasons I do the things I do. Yet another attempt to understand who and what I am and what things have shaped that part of me.

So, this first part has everything from psychologically scarring remembrances, to speculations on possible demonic presenses. There is also some prayer.

For those of who you are against that part of my life, you have been warned.

Thank you for your time and your willingness to read my processing. It's easier to understand who and what I am, when I have the opportunity to just spill it out there.